I've became addicted to black pill videos on YouTube. Even to the point where I began paying one of my favorite black pill YouTubers for video requests. He made one video about how escorts are now rejecting average looking men and made another video about how it's over for average looking and sub 5 men. Hundreds upon hundreds of videos about how it's becoming harder for men. He also talked about how the only option for average looking men is repulsively unattractive women. I got a few face ratings from blackpillers and the lowest I've gotten was a solid 5. The average rating I've gotten is a 5.5 to a 6. This means I'm average looking, but I know I'll get worse and worse looking as I age. I also have Aspegers, which is known to cause inceldom in men. My black pill addiction has gotten so bad that I had a friend cut me off because I kept spewing black pill propaganda to him and I kept telling him about how he can't do certain things because he has autism (due to the blackpill). He's lower functioning than I am, but has a better social life than I do, due to his level of confidence.