Blocking Porn and banishing it from your life

Hey fellow fappers and fapperinas!

Don't we all just love porn! I mean, there are so many performers and styles. There's MILF's, bondage, thai massage and even pikachu cosplay porn. Every day you can go on pornhub & Co. and wank the life out of you, so why even stop? When do I stop? and how do I go about it?

I'm writing this because I've had enough. Just PMO'd. I don't feel bad, a little annoyed perhaps. Having fapped to Porn for a decade, I feel like it's time to get a grip and banish porn from my life entirely.

Does this work? Nay. Everytime I've tried cold turkey, I've relapsed before. So now I can trust myself to relapse from time to time, when I feel bored or lonely or even depressed. Of course having little relapses is part of the process of "healing". The real healing however needs to happen in the brain.

I went to my shrink the other day. It was my first time (like a virgin ). And I realised something: probably most of us go about life thinking that their ultimate goal is happiness. And there's no blame for that, right? We all are hurt and deeply vulnerable. That's why we always search and covet what we don't have.

But what hurts even more is having to realise, that nobody cares. Understanding that we will die and everything is nothing. And that we are NOT the center of attention or the most important person in the world.
So this is were drugs kick in. They suggest that we in fact can be the number one (unconditional love). That we can have what we want (the hottest pornstar-like sex partners). That we can reach completion (craving omnipotence).

Obviously we know the truth. What's interesting, is, that once we can accept that life's unfair and nobody cares about us, we can finally give ourselves the value we crave from others or other things. Drugs, like porn, become obsolete when we go about life with this healthy perspective.

Actually that's the easy part. The hard part is being consistant about it. Having a strong will and conscience, and not giving in to the lust too much. Then there's also the situation's were you become weak, how do you hold a firm pattern in this time? How do you rewire your brain and begin new habits? And most importantly: How do I recover from a relapse?

I think about this stuff too much. Actually just wanted to know if anybody can recommend a good and effective porn blocker for PC?