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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by mockingjay78, Jan 27, 2014.

  1. mockingjay78

    mockingjay78 Fapstronaut

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    Hello,
    I'm french from Marseille.
    I've decided to come here to discuss and to get maybe support from other poeple who try to have the same way of life.
    I aim to spend a month without masturbation and without porn, and I hope after that to get 3 months.
    Why ? Because I am a porn addict. And I wasted my time watching erotic or porn stuff.
    I want to spend more of my time with my fiancée, I want to spend more time on my hobbies (drawing comics and read novels etc...), I want to have more desire for her, not to quench my thirst of sex or to empty (drain ?) my testicules like an object. My wife is a good person and I want to make love like true lovers with her.
    I think if I get this target we'll be happier.
    I had the feeling that I became mad (or crazy) about porn and sex.

    My last masturbation was the 16th January 2014 evening.
    First week was a real torture (my balls was too full !!!! sorry), I make love with my wife and the pressure became more acceptable... But every 4 or 5 days without sexual relation, it become very hard to keep my mind quiet without thinking of masturbation or porn. I don't see naked girls in my thought, that is not what I mean. It's just there is a big pressure under the belt and it disturbes me. I feel now like a junkie in treatment, You know...
    I hope that i'll speak with somebody to feel better and I think that the beginning of NoFap not using porn is the hardest period.
    More over, I try to avoid sexual thought in my head, so I begin to prey little Jesus (I'm not a catholic or religious but when I prey Little Jesus, my dreams become true...). Whereas, my love for my wife increase...

    Sorry for my english, i'm a poor frenchies ^^
     
    Last edited: Jan 27, 2014

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