I've been addicted to porn for 11 years. I'm 23 years old so that's almost half the time I've been alive. I honestly do not know the real me, I do not know of a time when I wasn't watching porn 2 to 3 times a day. I look in the mirror and at old pictures of myself wondering just who that guy may turn out to be. My younger self would be very very mad at my current self! Being a guy who is highly critical of myself, it's hard to go on everyday questioning if I'm ever going to be anything other than the waste of space I've come to see myself as. I need saving. If I do not turn around I will not last in this life. I wish I knew who I was. This is Day 0. God be with me.