Bottom of Life

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by Newlifefight, Aug 30, 2017.

  1. Newlifefight

    Newlifefight Fapstronaut

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    I've been addicted to porn for 11 years. I'm 23 years old so that's almost half the time I've been alive. I honestly do not know the real me, I do not know of a time when I wasn't watching porn 2 to 3 times a day. I look in the mirror and at old pictures of myself wondering just who that guy may turn out to be. My younger self would be very very mad at my current self! Being a guy who is highly critical of myself, it's hard to go on everyday questioning if I'm ever going to be anything other than the waste of space I've come to see myself as. I need saving. If I do not turn around I will not last in this life. I wish I knew who I was.

    This is Day 0. God be with me.
     
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  2. Facundo93

    Facundo93 Guest

    Hi, you should ask yourself why do you watch porn 2 to 3 times a day. I watched a lot of porn becuase my parents suppressed me and because i´m virgin. You should recognize the cause of the addiction

    Regret is the first step. Have a lot of Luck. Best Regards. Have a nice day.

    P.S.: I recommend you to listen binaural beats, it helped me
     
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  3. gio1715

    gio1715 Fapstronaut

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    Try to get rid of all the P you have.Also, do you smoke marijuana,consume alcohol? For me those were huge triggers.Look for God,he is your salvation my friend.Get a picture of Jesus and pit it right in front of the place you usually spend at for pmo.Its not easy,but not impossible and you CAN get out of this.God bless brother
     
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  4. Newlifefight

    Newlifefight Fapstronaut

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    Im actually clean on everything else. I've only ever consumed alcohol one time when I worked at a bar and tasted a mixed drink and I don't smoke or anything, honestly too afraid to get hooked on other things. Thank you so much for you thoughts! I think I've got this. God bless
     
  5. Newlifefight

    Newlifefight Fapstronaut

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    You're right I need to analyze myself and my thoughts. Thank you! And I'll listen to that and see what it does.
     
  6. Karimtolstoi

    Karimtolstoi Fapstronaut

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    My advice start first by doing - Abstaining from PMO - then refelction about yourself will be matured for the moment don't overload your brain with those thoughts because after you will do positive things, positive thoughts will come.
     

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