Brain fog & Abstaining from P

Hey everyone, so today is my official day I begin Hard mode for the 14 day challenge. My P addiction has stemmed from past relationship rejections I've had in my life, which crippled my confidence and have had a hold over my progress in life for roughly 5 years now. I am a 20 y/o male soon to be 21, and have been experiencing some of the toughest brain fog I've ever had. When it comes to making a decision for which career I want to pursue, I'm taken aback by the amount of attention I give to other people's advice except my own. I believe I already know what I want to do for a day job and build a side business around, but my lack of self confidence and ambition rooted in P addiction has led me to asking way too many people what I should do instead of listening to myself. This has flowed over to other categories of my life such as love and health, where I find myself constantly paralyzed by indecision and overthinking. I believe that a full 90 day hard mode reboot would serve me some justice in being able to retake control I once had over my life. We must have a greater purpose for our lives in order to have the courage to abstain from PMO. Stay strong brothers!

 

Hey I understand what you are saying, but what I meant to come as across was, Porn amplified my lack of self-confidence and feeling like I wasn't good enough. The negative habits both served as counterparts to one another, ultimately giving me so much brain fog to not even realize what I say most of the time.