Hi all, I just want to clear my mind, my girlfriend broke up on me today. We had a relationship for a few weeks, we did not see each other very much because we both had busy schedules. So i got this message from her today that she ends the relationship because she had a good conversation with her mom (think her mom told her to break up with me, because the week before she was totally in to me) about it blalbalabla and came to the conclusion that she is not ready for a relationship. (just a bullshit excuse to get rid of me.) I expected to feel very bad but luckily i don't. I had a bit of pain in near my heart when i heard it. But now a few hours later is it gone. I am currently 23 years old, and she was my first girlfriend. But i feel lonely now, i feel like my live sucks tremendously because i do have maybe three real friends which i see one time in three months. The rest of the time i am learning, working on my company or spending my time in the gym. What is bothering me is the fact that i can't establish real relationships with people i always feel that something is not right for year now. But can't solve it. I think i need to move out of house. But that is not so simple as it sounds at the moment. Not that that is going to solve all my problems but it might solve some of my problems. I need to get shit done, and make friends but i can't get connection with people, sometimes i do for example in the gym i talk with people but it feels awkward all the time. And never ends up in real friends. I actually like going out but i am almost never doing it because i don't have a group of friends to go with. This might sound as a booh booh cry story, but i am wondering why i can't relate with other people like other people can and enjoy my live like others do. Its like my live sucks all the time. And i know i might be responsible for it my self. But at the age of 23 its not so easy to make new friends in a small city. Almost all people have their groups of friends which with they chill. And most people are not so open minded to add new people to their inner circle. I know what i want out of live, i think like most people just a group of nice friends a beautiful and sweet girl and a nice house. But now at the moment i am actually kind of depressive, i feel time is runnning and i am not moving into the direction i want to. I suspect no one is gonna read this but thanks anyway if you do!