justbreathe5678
Fapstronaut
I had sex with my partner this week and it was amazing! I've been occasionally struggling with performance anxiety due to too much porn use and expecting sex to go a certain way, but porn is not real life. I've also felt like I had stronger orgasms watching porn because I would watch for hours and edge to lead to a more intense orgasm. I didn't always feel as satisfied having sex with my partner, and would sometimes fantasize about porn stars.
This week however, I was 100% in the zone. Everything felt natural, organic, and this experience helped me realize that if I can let go of expectations and just be in the moment with my partner, the experience will be way better than any porn. Sex won't be the same every time though. I don't want to chase after this feeling, but I just hope to remember what it feels like to be 100% in tune with my and my partner's body. It's truly an incredible experience.
So whenever I feel triggered, I'm going to try to remember my breakthrough this week and remember that any time I PMO is a missed opportunity to develop physical/sexual intimacy with my partner.
This week however, I was 100% in the zone. Everything felt natural, organic, and this experience helped me realize that if I can let go of expectations and just be in the moment with my partner, the experience will be way better than any porn. Sex won't be the same every time though. I don't want to chase after this feeling, but I just hope to remember what it feels like to be 100% in tune with my and my partner's body. It's truly an incredible experience.
So whenever I feel triggered, I'm going to try to remember my breakthrough this week and remember that any time I PMO is a missed opportunity to develop physical/sexual intimacy with my partner.
