I have this problem where I can never do or say the things I want to do. Its like I have 2 different personalities and the one talking and moving around isn't me. I'm not trying to brag but I am a pretty interesting person yet I don't act like I am, when I tell people the things I've done they seem shocked like they don't believe that I could or have done that. It's not like a disorder, its more like a clash between the person I was back when I was an addict and the person I am now or trying to become, and it seems like the former is winning. I'm trying to get better at talking to girls but whats the point if I can't say or do what I want. Does anyone have any advice, or has anyone experienced something like this.