British male in 30s looking for AP looking to do 90 days again. I need support.

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  1. inzynier1

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    Im here too. Day 7, streak with P but without MO. Dopamine level high...i want to stop that. It makes my mind convinced. Help me with that!
     
  2. RAVENCLAW6

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    On Day 5- I'm looking to focus on freedom. Fallback and ignore progress or push forward and build it up. Like always and everything, freedom comes at a cost.
     
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  3. RAVENCLAW6

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    P will take you down you know.What's going on with you today?
     
  4. inzynier1

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    Dunno, i just sometimes want sex with a girl, thats simple, you know...feeling strange today. How can avoid P?
     
  5. RAVENCLAW6

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    You have to not want P more than you want it. For me, the scales are tipped towards not wanting P because the benefits of not doing it are beginning to far out weigh the other. I can't continue to sacrifice my relationships with others, myself or God on the shameless alter of porn. I am by myself tonight and I am resisting. The opportunity is here and I'm not taking it. Why, because it's not worth it. And now that you have reached out I'm really glad I didn't. I advise to get your mind on other things. Where the mind is the body will follow.
     
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  6. RAVENCLAW6

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    I relapsed with MO. So far the last two times have been on day 7. I failed twice to get to 10 days. There will not be a third.
     
  7. RAVENCLAW6

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    Day 1- This time will be different. This time I cross the line.
     
  8. RAVENCLAW6

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    Day 4- The thing about re-starting is that it seems to take forever to get back to where you were; and where I was is 7 day's. I gotta keep this thing going. I did surpass my PMO best of 23 days so I'm happy about that. I have enough images in my head to add to the inventory.
     
  9. RAVENCLAW6

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    Day 5- Seems like each day can be your friend or your enemy. The enemy is applying ever increasing pressure for you to fall. The friend wants you to walk consistently in such a way as to increase in wisdom and power everyday. The two step forward one step back approach works but is painfully slow. I seem to walk more like one step forward one step back mode. That needs to change.
     
  10. stegiss

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    Hi, back again after a work-loaded week. Luckily this kept me thinking of P - So I am still on track.
    (I felt great at the beginning of the week but since Wednesday gradually decreasing and urge building up. I am determined to resist, so should be ok. Usually this will fade again after some days)

    Claw, you are inspiring !
    It is important to stand up right after you fail and not let it drag you down.
    To make more than one step forward: Do you know your triggers? What is it that lets you fall again after 7 days? Maybe, can you lock them out by just having different plans for D5-9 ?
     
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  11. enigmaaa

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    Brother keep fighting I am 32 ry old Indian,with a very very high sexual drive, but shy nervous nature ..my hellish experience in brief no gf no female friend, even no female relative,no sister....started falling late 2002 fapped avg of 3 to 3.5 times a day insanely for 13 yrs ..imagination and fantasy escalated from simple kiss scenes to the sadism then to the most extreme of femdom porn imaginable..thought seriously about quitting 2 yrs ago ,when a got a hopeless menial job ..I am still in it...resorted to edging ..the greatest mistake ..relapsed around 40 to 50 times ,(managed to reach a max of 28 days once mostly upTo 2 weeks ) since last 2 yrs,17 the of Jan 2017 quit,smokingweed,quit drinking..and have started extreme hard mode...11 days clean,depressed like hell ,even pushed my mother hard who was serving me a bit more food than I needed, on day 3 ..donot give up keep trying....
     
  12. RAVENCLAW6

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    Thanks for your encouragement and the story. Evermore has one don't they? Sounds like you've making progress. Keep going also.
     
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  13. RAVENCLAW6

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    3rd try is the charm...I think I can get to 10 this round.
     
  14. RAVENCLAW6

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    Wrapping up day six. Make or break day tomorrow for M. PMO must be asking, what about me? Over 24 days for you. I know you haven't gone away, you're just not on my radar.
     
  15. enigmaaa

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    All the best to you friend fight the urges friend ,soon you will get into the dreaded flat line, it's making me feel like a zombie but donot touch yourself there ,that was my mistake.i n triggering earlier relapses.day before yesterday some urges came ..felt sick.inthe head ..walked alone back and forth in my room for more than an hour till it went away...try to eat mild before nights sleep,
     
  16. enigmaaa

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    ..let's encourage each other friends ...writing something.encoraging and reading something encouraging...releases bottled up emotion
     
  17. RAVENCLAW6

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    On Day 8- It took me 2 weeks to get this far. I need to reach my goal of 10 days.
     
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  18. RAVENCLAW6

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    On Day 9- One more day to reach first stage. Need to let my age and history work for me. The desire for freedom will increase if I psychologically but my past on the shelf and see myself as a different person; one who is old, spent, and ready for change.
     
  19. stegiss

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    Claw, if you make it, I will celebrate with you and get myself an extra piece of cake for lunch tomorrow - so don't dare to fail ;)
    ... and then catch some fresh breath and approach the next 10 days :)
     
  20. RAVENCLAW6

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    Alright, I'll make sure you get that cake.
     

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