Broke up with my girlfriend over fears over future, worried now that porn could have contributed

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

prayers for you on your journey and your GF. You both got a lot on your plates but praise to God on her recovery going so well.

you’re gonna kill College man. (I tried to type uni but it felt so damn weird)

Thanks dude, praying for all you dudes on here also, and I hope your right

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Day 3 sorted, urges high in the morning, listened to Fr. Mikes bible pod in the morning and went to mass and that calmed me down. Made my own pasta sauce, its awesome, eating it rn, hope we are all good bros

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Day 4 down: first day of uni, one of the hardest days ive had in a while, felt incredibly stupid tbh, its so much harder than undergrad. Just gotta stick with I suppose

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

5 days down, terminally busy due to uni, today was better, too busy to mess up. Posting sporadically

 

[AntoniusOlisippone]

Stay strong, bro! We'll get there!

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

6 days down, libido too high, too busy to do anything about it, getting used to uni, feels good to shake off the cobwebs and start moving forward in life. Not had time to see my girlfriend as the first week is very intense, calms down after its done thankfully.

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Made it a week, then stumbled. WONDERFUL NEWS THOUGH GUYS!!!!!! ITS NOT CANCER, MY GF IS BRAIN CANCER FREE!!!!. God is good fellas!

 

[Real Jerry Seinfeld]

Excellent news mate, congratulations. Hopefully that's the end to it and it's all upwards from here.

 

[The Shift]

Made it a week, then stumbled. WONDERFUL NEWS THOUGH GUYS!!!!!! ITS NOT CANCER, MY GF IS BRAIN CANCER FREE!!!!. God is good fellas!

I missed this.

THATS AMAZING PRAISE THE LORD! God is SO GOOD! I’m so very happy for you both!

 

[lowasdirt]

Made it a week, then stumbled. WONDERFUL NEWS THOUGH GUYS!!!!!! ITS NOT CANCER, MY GF IS BRAIN CANCER FREE!!!!. God is good fellas!

So happy for you guys man :] Congrats and hope you guys are holding up well!

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Did well this week, then relapsed a belter today, sorry ive been quiet, i was kindve ashamed of my repeated failures ig, moaning here served no purpose. I made a week, im back on it, anniversary is in a week and my gf keeps hinting at a particularly “exciting” gift if you catch my drift, wanna be clean and functional for that, will be updating this again to keep me accountable

 

[Real Jerry Seinfeld]

Don't be ashamed to report in, we all fall off now and then and you've had a lot of stress lately. Congrats on making it a week.

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Checking in, two days down, tried to take a day off today but didnt really work, always more menial tasks to be done man, trying not to moan about uni but its relentless, need to carve out some time. Anniversary is on saturday, will try and have that free totally.

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Hey guys, checking in, the temptation to peek is very strong, struggling today due to exhaustion mainly, holding on, pray for me.

 

[Real Jerry Seinfeld]

Prayers sent, don't give in.

 

[The Shift]

Prayers still going your way hope you’re holding on.

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Hey guys, been trying to get on the forum for the past few days, now I finally can, I dont like the rebrand. Tough few weeks would be an understatement, most ive managed is 6 and a half days. Uni is far too full on, I havent been this sleep deprived ever. That sleep deprivation and exhaustion is the primary cause of my relapses. Struggling if I'm honest but I'm trying to get back on it. Today hasnt been a great day but the upshot is all the other negative emotion has suffocated any and all sexual urges I may have had.

 

[Real Jerry Seinfeld]

Don't like the look of the new forum either. Feels a bit soulless.

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Back in the game, two days down, the waves of anxiety are hitting cause im telling it no, posting from the gym rn, keeping busy.

 

[Chaos Spayce Marine]

Day 3, the long war continues, to borrow a line from my profile’s name sake. High anxiety, due I suspect to the dopamine tap being switched off, just gotta let it pass over me ig. Busy with uni stuff but struggling to do it. Was on a roll until I started relapsing daily, maybe just need to let my juices regen.