Brother...How's your life story so far ?

I was very stressed wondering how I got to the place I am now and I started to reflect on my life. Because of that, I wrote a very long post on Reddit titled my life story starting from earliest memories all the way to now.

Here is a link if you to read it. Warning it is long and I wasn't really that good of a person all the time. it. https://www.reddit.com/r/Christiani...stimony_life_story_lessons_i_learned_warning/

 

To start with I don't rate it in these terms anymore, The other day I was listening to the radio and they said you can text to vote whether you liked a song or not. I'm just like why? Some people have a certain kind of taste in music some have others, and there's no accounting for taste - although they probably want to do some kind of accounting to figure out how to make money is the bottom line.

Question: What if you were having a pretty good story, but the rest of the world doesn't think so because of what they think life is about is different from you? Would you care? How would you communicate about this to other people?

 

Overhall good i cant complain much, i have alot , sure there are some bad stuff but overhall i feel im blessed , God is the best

 

Mine goes like this. Thinking to become the best and then just thinking... no serious effort and in the last moments if any...then settle for something less...then feel complexity from people who have achieved those goals and feel dumb and worthless and feel heavy chested realising I can never reach there...and repeat this at every point in my life.

Had it not been for the sake of sanity, I would have ended my life long ago.

 

Feels like crying writing this.
At least getting a bit emotional makes my chest lighter.