After one last night of debauchery I have decided enough is enough, I know the life of purity I desire cannot be found through sin, and more importantly I cannot be an effective soldier of God if I am serving the enemy. As the title says right now I am restless and cannot sleep, I have watch at 630 and already overslept one day so I am making sure that does not happen again and that itself is a source of anxiety. I decided instead of lying down trying to sleep to instead rite a list of things I am denouncing, let me share some with you. I am denouncing alcohol, pmo, drugs, speaking without thinking, sinful self pleasure, swearing, lies, eating bad “foods”. I know some of these will require more effort than others but these are things currently plaguing me, but one thing we must all keep in mind is only through Christ can we truly change for the better, self improvement only works if God is backing you and you are doing it to become closer to him, always keep the Lord in mind and do every good thing in honor of him. I want this to be the last time I restart, and I know if I cling to God and pray without cease I will make it through the storm, pray for me please brothers and sisters and let us all put the old self to death once and for all, so that we may please God and live humble, honest, and pure lives for God.