Can’t wait to be murdered in prison

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by mAtHy0o, Feb 1, 2021.

  1. The Archangel

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    This is why I don't want kids.
     
  2. The Archangel

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    I know this sounds very extreme, but I knew a few people who completely changed themselves with LSD. I know nothing about drugs, I've never taken any drugs and I don't know if there's a specific type of LSD/Acid/Psychadelic they took, but I heard they took something that just erased their mind and improved them for the better. It could eliminate all your pedophilic desires and past guilt. However, there are other people I know who got absolutely destroyed by LSD too, so you have to know what you're doing if you consider it. I'm quite anti-drug and I'd only opt for this as a last resort, but I think you're at that stage if you actually have pedophilia problems. Please don't take my word for this cause I'm probably totally wrong. Please do your own research and don't fall for misinformation.
     
  3. DeeJ4y

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    Did you always have affection towards kids? If not it could be your brain just trying to get some new stimuli so you are no longer attracted to people your age and pedophilia being forbidden you get aroused from the feeling of breaking the rules or being overly powerful since kids can not defend themselves as well as adults. People get into very bad fetishes from porn since they always will need something more extreme to get hard. If this is true in your situation, which I think it is - you need to reset and rewire your brain. Take nofap seriously now, it might be the only cure. God bless you.
     
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  4. SickSicko

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  5. punch54

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    Well, it definitely sounds like you're miserable right now. I hope you can remove pedophilia from yourself ASAP. I detest pedophilia to the extent that when using a punching bag, I often imagine that I'm beating up a pedophile or tyrant. But listen man, you still have free will which means you still have the choice and ability to reform for the better.

    Ever since my own life had started spiraling downwards five years ago, I used to constantly say the same thing: "Man, I wish I could just be normal like everyone else". In a way, I had become kind of like Gollum. I had become so miserable to the extent that all types of light would burn my eyes. Along with that, I had severe muscle-tension and also all the common PMO symptoms. I also found it very difficult overall to communicate with people without being shunned in one way or another.

    It was only until I discovered NoFap about half a year ago and realized that PMO was the catalyst for my misery, that through avoiding porn and masturbation and developing better habits like exercising regularly, eating healthier, cold-showering, meditating, etc, that I could actually fix my life. Well, fast forward to today, I no longer have any of those symptoms any more. In fact, I'm quite enjoying living now more-so than ever.

    What I'm saying to you is, despite however miserable you feel right now, you still have the ability to change for the better and fix your life. I recommend you to stay on this forum and try to develop some good habits in order to reform. You can start with donating some charity to a poor person or organization that collects charity and try doing some other good deeds wherever you can. Small things like these can definitely go a long way for your own self.
     
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  6. DeeJ4y

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    To add to Punch54s comment which was very good and he has a lot of good points, you can change - believe it! If you do not believe you can change you will never even try and you will end up sulking the bad life you have. I believe that you can change your life! A year from now you can be in a whole lot different place than now if you keep working and believing in the change. Start little by little (the things punch54 said are good examples of stuff to focus on, adding them as you find strength and power to do them) Watch youtube videos about easy exercises, go for walks, find healthy recipes etc. etc. The fact that you are here is a good start and knowing that you have a problem is the most important part of fixing it.
     
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  7. Bet u someone somewhere is designing the 8th stripe of the rainbow as you debate this.
     
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  8. Not to criticize you but it sounds like you might be anxious and suffer from paranoia. You definitely need someone to talk to your problems about, outside of the internet.
     
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  9. Beekind

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    Did you escalate to Pedophillia or it was born with you?
     
  10. Every addict has the same problems, in that they all have "some" mental illness.
    I have been mentally ill my entire life with a personality disorder,
    there's no cure and medicine never helps it.

    But my first reboot really helped me.
    I don't think it solved my mental illness, but the benefits it brought were amazing.
    I always wanted to write books, be a musician, earn more money,
    and lose my weight.
    I did all of those things.

    Before my first reboot in 2018, I did some of those things,
    but it was always half-hearted.

    You probably won't get "healed" of the mental illness/es you have
    from a reboot, however,
    you can dramatically improve your thinking and motivation.

    So, I suggest starting a 90 Day HARD MODE reboot tomorrow.

    Because the dopamine reduction or break resets the brain in good ways.

    Do it.
     
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  11. mAtHy0o

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    I escalated
     
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  12. mAtHy0o

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    Can you link it
     
  13. Beekind

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    Everything that is done can be undone.
    Please be patient and deligent. Don't be hard on yourself mate. you are just a human being in a jungle of devils.
     
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    If you think you have asperger just go to talk to a psychiatrist.
     
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  15. TheForsakeen

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    so in your opinion the logical conclusion of people having sex with other of their own gender or wanting to change sex is letting their kids be sodomized?
     
  16. TheForsakeen

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    quite simple people under 18 cannot protect themselves, lack knowledge and must be protected and educated if you cannot see the difference between that and adult wanting to have sex with other adults regardless of their genitalia too bad.
    if someone like kids and want to have sex with kids they would have to do it with their own except there are laws protecting them even from their own parents i guess you cannot understand this.
    as for not being possible to change sex you are set on your ways i can see that but ask yourself this, is being a woman just the possibility of having kids? what does that make of infertile or menopaused women? and is being a guy just having a dick? most everything else can be made with science.
     
  17. punch54

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    If you were a kid still, would you be okay if a pedophile did you? I certainly hope not.

    Have you never heard about transgenders who have regretted their decision for doing a gender change? There's a number of them, but I guess you haven't if you listen to Western propaganda (CNN, FOX, BBC).

    The fact of the matter is that people who believe that they don't have an identity are easier to control and manipulate. This is why kids are now being taught LGBT propaganda in schools. If you can manipulate the younger generation into believing your ideology, then you can control future generations through them. Isn't this how folks in the West began loosing more and more clothes within the past 100 years? Believe it or not, but 100 years ago in Britain, women used to veil themselves. Slowly but surely, it began to become acceptable to reveal a little bit, then with more years, to reveal a bit more, and more, and now look what we have today.

    If being gay really was something that should be stood for, then let the gays stand their ground and fight their own fight if they're not sissy enough to do so. I'm not interested in the propaganda from Western countries that say LGBT people are oppressed and need their rights. Well, what about the rights of those bombed abroad like in Iraq or Afghanistan? How about we let the West take care of it's own internal problems like the rising amount of homeless and broke people first. It does not make any sense for countries like the USA to bomb countless other countries and claim that they stand for human rights.

    I wonder if my post will be reported for "Hate speech". Whatever happened to the freedom of speech that is often championed?
     
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  18. SickSicko

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    (Just note, I fully agree with you there, just playing my role as a devil's advocate and the way it sadly may come to be).
    That's some pedophobic stuff what you are saying eh, kids can have a very early sexual awakening at explore their sexuality, and their partner can guide them, that some backward mentality you have! Pedophilia is not a mental sickness, is a sexual preference!

    Nah mate, you cannot change the genetic makeup of people sorry, mutilate their bodies all you want.
    And even if changing the genetic makeup were even possible, that is not currently, why would you support someone's identity dellusion?
    We used to put those people in assylums, goddamn psychotic borderline schizophrenic people, now we have them telling me that a man that cut his penis is a woman? Lmao.
    There is literally 0 difference, 0, zilch, nada, between thinking I'm the opposite sex, or thinking I'm a different race, or thinking I'm a cat or thinking I'm the king of england.
    The first, get mixed up with stereotypes and justified in the most ridiculous ways, the latters are so utterly obvious that no one would discuss that people have some identity issues, and we wouldn't encourage them on their dellusion.
    But they all belong to the same category...

    Now people can tag me of whatever, I will treat them with respect, as I would to any human being, will I encourage their dellusion? surely not.
     
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  19. SickSicko

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    Is gone mate, it has been taken from us under our noses and no one batted an eye...
     
  20. TheForsakeen

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    personally i believe that people under 18 should not be having any-kind of sexuality or sexual life(mostly because i did not get to have one) but how does teaching kids lgbt propaganda help in controlling anything?
    homosexual are a minorities so of course they cannot fight their own fight(no minorities can) and the fact that they are oppressed is not just propaganda.
    And you don't wan't to start on politics here it is against the rules and can get ugly fast lastly there can never be true "free speech" or real "freedom", we have to sacrifice some of it to be able to live safely in communities and all of these people spewing hate speech and saying that there need to be more free speech or pc should go down the toilet did they learn noting from history? what happen when people get united in hatred of the others? nazi germany? imperial japan? maybe third time will be the charm.
    Ps : fuck it i need to write this down, saddam deserved everything he got so did isis and the us should have attacked(or took some sort of "actions") against pakistan instead of afghanistan.
     
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