Can’t wait to be murdered in prison

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by mAtHy0o, Feb 1, 2021.

  1. Moatasem

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    Oh yeah, I remember you man, I just finished my sophomore year in high school, I'm taking mathematics and mechanics in the summer right now and my finals for them are after about a week, though I'm still constantly relapsing helplessly while being depressed, sometimes I wish I could get back to a state prior to my porn addiction again where I was in serenity and the little things in life used to excite me and when I wasn't apathetic towards my dreams and goals, but the urge of using porn is formidable and stronger, so it's phenomenally difficult lol, it's a vicious cycle. How about you bud?!
     
  2. Bon-Bon XO

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    relapsing more than usual, got a record of over 4 1/2 months, but relapsed.
    I have a tip that has worked for 3 days now (ik, so long, right? lol).
    I have a whiteboard on my fridge, across from where I sit on the computer, and if I get urges, I can look up, and have a reminder right there.
    also, I was wondering if we could be ACs. I have 3, but, the more the merrier.
    I know from experience, it helps when you have someone to talk to.
    glad you're still kicking, dude.
    love ya!
     
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  3. Weird Ram

    Weird Ram Fapstronaut

    I would just say, Never give up.
    Just keep trying and moving ahead in your life. One day you'll succeed.
    I also have lots of problems in my life . But I never gave up and I will never ever. So, just keep trying to be better.
    I believe You will be happy and satisfy from your life.
    Enjoy your life.
     
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  4. Bon-Bon XO

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    I'm so fucking proud of you for getting past 10 days, Day 11, keep it up!!!
     
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  5. Moatasem

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    Welp...
     
  6. Bon-Bon XO

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    that's ok bud, I relapsed for years. it's ok, promise.
     
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  7. Bon-Bon XO

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    I have 2 videos that I hope will help you


    they may stop you relapsing, I hope.
     
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  8. im_done

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    Lol the slippery slope argument is true.
     
  9. JoeinMD

    JoeinMD Fapstronaut

    Can't communicate? You seem to express yourself well here. Maybe you should explore writing, continuing with a journal, indeed. BTW, I've never known a normal person - certainty not me and the shit I've dealt with.

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  10. Moatasem

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    I hope OP is okay, I'm very concerned. @mAtHy0o, I want to remind you that I have pedophilic urges that I'm very scared to tell my family about too, I don't act on them, even though I live in a rut everyday and my life is amazingly interminable, I don't think suicide is the solution, I think with proper lifestyle choices you can get better man. There are people who are influenced in their psychosexual stage, abused, and traumatized in their childhoods that they grow up to be actual pedophiles, and there are people who are simply porn addicts who have trespassed their moral boundaries and have gone to egregious content, either way there is hope, if you are the former, I believe that with proper lifestyle and routine choices, you can get better if you habituate a healthy life. If you are the latter, you are in great luck, because all you require is simply quitting your addiction to pornography, I'm the latter, though we're suicidal sometimes when we're at rock bottom and don't follow our lifestyle perfectly all the time and relapse a lot, we should try our best to not give up.

    I hope you're alive and doing well, God willing.
     
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