Can't get a specific kind of porn out of my head

I am not familiar with that sort of porn, but what I can say is that I have my own obsessions. Without going into details, I can tell you certain sorts of images have more power over me than others.

There are three things I can suggest:

1. In order to get vivid memories of images out of my head, I pray. I ask God to take those images away, and I see myself giving them to God. This really helps me.

2. I stick to my overall recovery program, day by day. Each day away from porn lessens its power over me and proves I can live without it. Periodic lapses don't undo that, because there is a huge difference between the me that was looking at porn probably 200 out of 365 days a year, versus where I am now: most of the time I am porn-free, but yes, I have slipped several times in the past year.

3. One way in particular that I confront particular fetishes is to analyze WHY that appeals to me. In my own case, I think I know why, and I remind myself of that. In other words, I tell myself: "you don't really need that. There's nothing there for you." I can explain more if you want, but I'd probably have to go into more detail about my own particular fetish. I don't mind, but I don't like to do that without it being necessary.

 

I am guilty of that too. However, I think of that as of I am a boob person instead. Good number of people prefer butt, but I don't find that as attractive.

Some of the root that I like breasts so much is because of Asian culture where Asian women breasts are not as good as the western countries' ones so many men desire and overly sexualize boobs.
The other one is Japanese influence and anime/ hentai. Even without anime porn, the regular anime desired for minor were too sexualize on the boobs.
For me, I stay away those anime or sexy videos and I am fine.
You can save the paizuri for ur partner. To be honest, it is only good visually during pmo. Real thing doesn't do anything and it's only a few second tease for you and your partner.