Hey people. Im not doing very well, im getting quite upset rn. Im really worried that i have fucked up my sexual life forever. Im only 18 and i have been watching porn for a long time but the porn escalated to feed my lust and desires so i ended up watching hardcore porn and speaking to girls within that area which fed my addiction. Ive started the no pmo but im really worried. I tried to have sex but i didnt even get an errection, but i still thought she was hot and attractive. I was lucky to of forgot a condom so it wasnt really embarrassing, we just made out and shit. Will i ever be attractived to vanilla again?Am i just going through flatline? I there anything i can do to make myself sexuality attractived to vannila real life stuff? Sorry for shit english, just panicking and upset.