So I recently had completed a 30 day streak back in May-June. Ever since than I can't make it past a week. Ive relapsed the 1st time after day 7 and this time after day 5. I get these random urges and suddenly I just loose control at night. For the 30 days I was in a flatline so controlling the urges was easy. But now its like these are major urges that I just can't seem to get a grip on. I blame it on being lonely but I don't know why. I have a support group that I should call but I don't because it happens late at night. Even after I relapse the O is weak and doesn't even feel good. I'm going to seriously have to install p blockers and do one of those covenant eyes apps...I think it sends a report of your browsing history to an accountability partner. I tried setting the laptop out of my room but I wake up with a lame excuse to use it late night when I'm at my weakest and vulnerable state of mind. I am really an addict. I try to fight it everyday but apparently I can't make past the week mark now...I just don't want to keep using this as an excuse to give up.