Something I've noticed about myself, for many years now, is that I have this incredible urge to see if a passing girl is pretty or not. It is certainly not sexual, I don't delve into fantasies, I don't consider approaching or talking to any of these women, I just have this urge to see how pretty they are. There is no stalking behavior, just this intense curiosity to see what a girl looks like. I might do "double-takes", I don't think I stare awkwardly but I probably am looking longer than I think. Does anyone else experience this? I think it 'bothers' me because I would like to have control over my thoughts and actions. Sometimes I try really hard not to look at a girl in public just to prove that I can. Thoughts?