Can't Seem to Go with the Reboot Process!

I just realised there is a NOFAP Website and reddit for people like me!
I Started with the program for the first time but couldn't hold it for more than 20 hours!
btw I am a 26 years old who has added up the amounts of masturbating to 5 atleast per day.
There is just no SOLID PURPOSE for me to keep on to in order to get me going.
Since maybe 13 or 14 I have had 2 occasions where i could go without masturbation for a long time...
Once when I was 20 years old and i liked this girl so much that i couldn't think about any other girl of anyother sexual being and i loved that girl so much that i wouldn't have any sexual thoughts about her and i only masturbated maybe twice in 3 months.
and secondly there was my 6 months relationship with my girlfriend recently where i had good sex in my life and i wouldn't again go anywhere near masturbation although i did do it in the last month of my relationship with her which was one of the reasons for me fucking up( not the main reason but maybe indirectly the main reason)
Anyways please if any of you know how i can bring that strong purpose in my life in order to stop this excessive masturbation habit let me know...
P.S. what gets me going is i call sex paid phones and i masturbate to them...
and sometimes i go to specific porn movies that i have saved and the websites that i have mostly.

 

Unfortunetly I am not... But thanks for the strong words!