Can't stop after 72 days

So this all started when I got into sprituality and I felt the astral projection. When I got into this more I searched about things and got to understand that all of this is so much connected to each other. I just researched about all the moral thing. Found out that this is not new at all people have been doing it from centuries. This has been there from almost like forever. I started to observe people around me , my friends and all the people around me. I was astonished to see that the people who didn't fapped in a day or couple of days or took time were actually more active in their lives and have more better lives and more impact on people compared to those who fap regularly. So I decided to give it a try, In start it was literally very difficult because the root of this thing was very deep fapping from last 6-7 years daily or in a couple of days ...2-3 times in a day. I was thinking it is impossible but somehow I managed to keep myself busy. I was going to gym before but this time there was some other type of energy which I was feeling, I was literally stunned to see that. On day 45 I experienced the first nightfall of my life, it was getting hard for me now. But, whenever I got the urges instead of porn I went through those videos which would really motivate me or really change my mind to the porn prospective. Now, because of my busy schedule at University I couldn't go to gym for like 10 days or so. On day 70 I had my 2nd nightfall. But don't know I just couldn't control myself on day 72 and that feeling was just uncontrollable, I wasn't able to sleep till 4 and at that time I went to the website and fapped but literally, that time I felt that still I can't control my mind. After that its been three days I've been fapping daily and I don't even know how to control the urges. I want to uproot this desire. How should I deal with this?

 

Thank you for your advice, I was on hard mode and now too I'll be on hard mode. I'm thinking that from now on I'll just not give myself that much time to think and keep myself busy. Not going to gym was also bad idea, which makes me awake at night. All the best to your too, as you said its going to be two months soon. Just be focused I'm also going for the 90 day challenge.