The moon
Fapstronaut
I am a new member to this community. It's been 13 hours since I joined and I haven't watched any PORN yet. I want to share this here because I have no one else to share this with.
To begin I was a bright student when I was young. However, after discovering a CGI game with adult content I fell into THIS world. After that everything is history. I began to get more closer and closer to PORN while I began to go far and far away from my academic life. I was lucky to not hit the rock bottom. However, in one sense I did hit the rock bottom. I lost the process of concentrating on something. Now sometimes I think no matter how much I study I will go nowhere . But still I haven't given up fully yet. I am the youngest in my family. I have a dream of helping out not the society but the whole world. But I have lost my track because of PORN. Some days I think what would've happened if I haven't gotten in touch with such a venomous thing.
All my friends are in various educational institutions while I haven't been admitted into any. That's why I am always depressed. At one point, I thought about committing SUICIDE. However, I have found something to live for now and I thought that it is time to change myself and get rid of this disease. So, I searched and came to know about NoFap.
I don't know if I will be able get over my addiction and depression. I have tried various ways to control my PORN addiction,but I failed every time. I don't know how it's gonna help but i have high hopes.
Thank you guys for listening to my talk. I really want to change myself. So, if you guys could help in any way I will be very grateful.
To begin I was a bright student when I was young. However, after discovering a CGI game with adult content I fell into THIS world. After that everything is history. I began to get more closer and closer to PORN while I began to go far and far away from my academic life. I was lucky to not hit the rock bottom. However, in one sense I did hit the rock bottom. I lost the process of concentrating on something. Now sometimes I think no matter how much I study I will go nowhere . But still I haven't given up fully yet. I am the youngest in my family. I have a dream of helping out not the society but the whole world. But I have lost my track because of PORN. Some days I think what would've happened if I haven't gotten in touch with such a venomous thing.
All my friends are in various educational institutions while I haven't been admitted into any. That's why I am always depressed. At one point, I thought about committing SUICIDE. However, I have found something to live for now and I thought that it is time to change myself and get rid of this disease. So, I searched and came to know about NoFap.
I don't know if I will be able get over my addiction and depression. I have tried various ways to control my PORN addiction,but I failed every time. I don't know how it's gonna help but i have high hopes.
Thank you guys for listening to my talk. I really want to change myself. So, if you guys could help in any way I will be very grateful.
