Since I left this community because of my faculty and because I had to study a lot, I failed many times, and finally, today, I decided I have to do something! I can't just live like this, and I have to change! So you, the one that reads this post and you feel the same, you tried so hard, and you keep failing, I recommend you the last thing you can try before you can say you give up (and you should never give up). Try the chastity device, or the so called: cockcage. That's a very good method to keep your hands off your penis. The cockcage looks like this: Also, try getting a girlfriend. That's what I did, and she helped me a lot, even that she doesn't know that I have this problem. I realized tho that I live for someone now, and that I can't just masturbate or watch porn without hurting her soul. Good luck guys, and God bless you!