I had to look up pollyanna. "excessively cheerful or optimistic" That sounds good to me, because I have been on the opposite end of that spectrum. I am very optimistic because I have finally figured out that I am the reason my life is the way it is and thankfully I understand how I can change it. That knowledge is very empowering and gives me great hope and optimism. I can only hope for everyone here that they get filled with hope, optimism and cheer too.