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Chick in the park coming unto me at day 22 no PMO (TRIGGER WARNING)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by stoneyman22, May 24, 2019.

  1. stoneyman22

    stoneyman22 Fapstronaut

    Started off I was just relaxing, walking my Norwegian Shepherd around the park (she's my girl) and I'd walked for over a mile. This busty lady was like "can I pet your dog?" and she started asking my dog's name and my name. I told her the dog is friendly and her name is Meeka, then I told her my name and said she could pet her. She started walking with me talking about how she liked her nipples being hard and it was very out of the blue. This hasn't really happened to me before but this chick was definitely trying to elicit some response from me and I just talked to her like anyone else with a boner starting to form and keeping it in check remembering no PMO but feeling like maybe I should give it up... She said ice cubes make her nipples really hard and more than guys can. then she said some guys are really good at it though.. I was like " I wouldn't know I haven't tried doing that" talking about using ice cubes on my nips.. I was kind of faded too. After walking for a little ways this other younger girl came with an insulated wire with two bare ends and started putting it unto her tits and the chick was like, yea I let her do that because I like it.

    This was all pretty odd and funny to me so I just laughed walking my dog around with a nice buzz going on so I just kept smiling like okay that's kool. then this other girl was like "she's a hoe" and the chick was like no "I've been with the same guy for 3 years." I kind of felt let down when she said that oddly..And the other chick was like no you're a hoe! It was kind of hilarious but I just kept casually walking with my doggo, her walking along and then we came up to this young dude who was on a scooter and she was like "tell him I've been with the same guy like 3 years." The dude was apparently someone she knew and he was like "what?" and she's like "just say yea" and so I realized this chick was pretty openly looking for any attention she could get and I still felt attracted by her large boobies and tattoo on one. Plus the outgoing character of her flirtaciousness was attractive to my porn addicted self.. I ended up saying Nice to meet you bree Have a nice day and kept walking without her or anyone walking along.. Just thought I'd share this tempting experience with you Nofappers to help prepare you for the world at large.. There are tons of triggers and temptations that get pretty tempting, all the way home even before I left the park I thought about going back to talk with her some more. I heard her talking about giving head with the other chick after I was walking away... Just didn't go back because lots of other dogs my dog was barking and pulling at and then the final straw was a mosquito landing on me while letting her get some water half way across the park from this incident while circling back..

    I hope everyone is doing well on their streaks I'm starting to really feel some pressure from the universe around me at day 22. Don't let this post trigger you it's just another walk in the park for me. Still hard to shake it off but I'm not going to crumble this far into my streak for a random fling at the park.
     
    Last edited: May 25, 2019
  2. Please put a trigger warning in the title.
     
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  3. The Dave

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    Where the hell do you live???
     
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  4. Kazon

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    Haha..what nice story ~ lucky you manage to pull off if not you get yourself stuck in bad situation...that you might relapse right.
     
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  5. stoneyman22

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    sorry man, didn't mean to trigger anybody just trying to prepare you for the triggers outside the internet.
     
  6. stoneyman22

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    A little place called America. Appalachia to be more exact.
     
  7. stoneyman22

    stoneyman22 Fapstronaut

    yeah dude it's such a tough thing because I have to stop myself from thinking of that situation now and I'll probably see her again when I walk to the park.. I wokeup very aroused this morning with the scene fresh still in my mind though I'm not going to fall for this one.
     
  8. wheelgauge

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    That is pretty crazy... It's like the universe knows that you're on a streak.
     
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  9. stoneyman22

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    Yea dude, tell me about it! Been having crazy arse dreams everynight for at least a week now too. The energy is definitely building up and it's not all good or bad. I'd say it's for the better but man it's all just about put me on the edge I'm tellin ya.. Last night I had a dream I would crash a car with my friend driving into a river and then I kept teleporting into my kitchen where I live and the second time it happened I remember going into the water very well after my friend crashed into the river and I grabbed my phone in my hoodie pocket like fuck dude my phones not waterproof! Then bam! right back in my kitchen and I was like WTF telling a couple people in my house that I kept teleporting back to the kitchen and they were like what man? It was so realistic and every night I've been having vivid dreams that are seemingly very real since starting the no PMO streak past a week or two they've really amped up.
     
  10. wheelgauge

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    Holy crap. These dreams are very weird... This just makes me think that the researches about NoFap are far from the end. There are lots of things that we still don't know about it. Maybe the effects of cold turkey vary depending of the person...
     
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  11. wheelgauge

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    I've never went that far on my streak, so I really don't know much about the dreaming part.
     
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  12. stoneyman22

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    I think it's my subconcious mind revealing itself to me but I really am not sure. Dreams are strange but there's no doubt Nofap makes them become much more vivid and realistic for me. I just wrote a long thread about the dreams of the last few nights if you're interested.
     
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  13. wheelgauge

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    Yeah, I'm pretty sure it is a result of your subconcious mind ... It can be one of those effects that I said before. Btw what's the thread's name? I wanna read it.
     
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  16. I can assure you, the "universe" knows.
     
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  17. koolpal

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    Last edited: May 26, 2019
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  18. ZenAF

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    Funny story. She was a hoe and she wanted your d. Wear a rubber a go for it! xD jk
     
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  19. Not ideal but interacting with a real person is a step. Being aware of triggers is also good.
     
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  20. stoneyman22

    stoneyman22 Fapstronaut

    HAHA you dog!
     

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