Hello everyone, I've been doing PMO since July last year, and I really want to stop this, especially in the moments just after PMO. Been thinking about using this site for some while, but never had the courage to do so until just then. Hope I can get to meet some people and get an AP or two! PMO or just MO has made me pretty miserable this past year, leaving me with a truckload of guilt, brain-fogginess and no enthusiasm for anything. I even avoid church sometimes due to the intense internal shame. I really feel myself to be, in the words of Calvin, crawling. Looking forward to crawl with others, and save our libido for our future partner, our energy for Christ.