Hi, Fellow Nofap peers! I hope you're all doing well! I am an 18 year old male and for the past two years I have had a chronic sexual addiction that is eating away at many aspects of my life. This initially started with internet porn, and then moved on to webcam porn. At 17 I became addicted to webcam model sites (Imlive, chaturbate etc). I would often waste hour upon hour just watching these models do sexy things on the public broadcast. Although I got such an incredible high from doing this, after ejaculating a feeling of emptiness and shame would strike me. A few months down the track, I discovered sites like Omegle and Chatroulette, where you could instantly match with anyone worldwide on webcam. This was fascinating and became my new source of porn. I would sit on these sites and keep pressing next until a female would appear (this was an incredibly rare occurrence). If one did appear, I would persuade them to strip for me, and i would masturbate. This gave me such an incredible high at the time, but once I had 'finished' I would begin to feel extremely depressed and frustrated at myself for being this low. I have been stuck in the chatroulette abyss for overall a year now and I have tried to quit multiple times, but keep relapsing. I have wasted hours and hours on this and feel like shit every time at the end (a bit like gambling I guess). However last Thursday (21st April 2020), I reached my breaking point, I decided that if I don't effectively stop these habits right now, I will have a miserable future ahead of me. Since Thursday I have relapsed twice (On Saturday night on chatroulette) and on sunday morning (today) using Flirt4free (webcam models site). I want to completely put an end to this twisted sexual addiction, and I will do whatever it takes (e.g. psychology) to eradicate it from my life. In addition to this webcam addiction, for the past year I have also been compulsively using dating apps in a sexual and unhealthy manner. Anyway, I really appreciate it if you made it to the end of this barage. If you relate to my problems at all, I give you my deepest sympathy. I will give you updates on this thread about relapses etc... I WILL NOT RELAPSE AGAIN! Stay awesome!