NeMun
Fapstronaut
Hi all
I've been single for more than 4 years now and i don't put ann effort to even hook up with girls because i depend on masturbation. I've been masturbating to porn material since the age of 14. Im 21 now and i feel like i've had enough. Im still a virgin and sometimes girls want to hook up with me but i'm always insecure and end up jerking off. At some point I even like a certain girl, look her up on facebook and jerk off to her. But i never really do any action in real life. I'm always in my room and sometimes, when i'm trying to study i just end up opening pornhub and jerking off. I'm tired afterwards and i end up not studying at all. Sometimes when i have limited data. Instead of doing research i just download porn and all my data is finished before i can do anything productive with it. I always try to Get rid of it after the guilt and all. Then I have to buy data again and the cycle loops. My room is always so dirty with a lot of old t-shirts and socks full of sperm it stinks. The more addicted i get the lazier I become.
Social Anxiety and depression kills me and I believe that chronic masturbation is playing a role in escalating my anxiety. I used to smoke weed too but it was easy for me to quit weed. I quit weed now for good, but i've tried to quit masturbation so many times it's become 'insanity' because i keep trying to quit using the same methods and it never works out.
This is just a brief explanation of the effects I've endured but there's a lot more to this. I really hope this platform helps me give up my addiction so i can finally feel free spiritually, Physically and mentally and go out there and meet someone.
I've been single for more than 4 years now and i don't put ann effort to even hook up with girls because i depend on masturbation. I've been masturbating to porn material since the age of 14. Im 21 now and i feel like i've had enough. Im still a virgin and sometimes girls want to hook up with me but i'm always insecure and end up jerking off. At some point I even like a certain girl, look her up on facebook and jerk off to her. But i never really do any action in real life. I'm always in my room and sometimes, when i'm trying to study i just end up opening pornhub and jerking off. I'm tired afterwards and i end up not studying at all. Sometimes when i have limited data. Instead of doing research i just download porn and all my data is finished before i can do anything productive with it. I always try to Get rid of it after the guilt and all. Then I have to buy data again and the cycle loops. My room is always so dirty with a lot of old t-shirts and socks full of sperm it stinks. The more addicted i get the lazier I become.
Social Anxiety and depression kills me and I believe that chronic masturbation is playing a role in escalating my anxiety. I used to smoke weed too but it was easy for me to quit weed. I quit weed now for good, but i've tried to quit masturbation so many times it's become 'insanity' because i keep trying to quit using the same methods and it never works out.
This is just a brief explanation of the effects I've endured but there's a lot more to this. I really hope this platform helps me give up my addiction so i can finally feel free spiritually, Physically and mentally and go out there and meet someone.
