At base camp. Already have 5 days, so i feel like ive been doing push ups getting ready for this challenge. Got my gear all packed, ready to start the climb !
Wow. Today was a very tough day. Had a lot of porn flashbacks and was very tempted on several occasions. Saw a really sexy girl on my morning walk today, had to avoid staring or it would probably have triggered me. So far I'm holding strong though. Hoping to get through the weekend without a relapse as that is the toughest time for me. Weekdays are easier as my job keeps me fairly busy. Continuing to advance though towards the Khumbu Icefall.
Had a relapse last night unfortunately. My brain wouldn't stop thinking about p, so I ended up relapsing. But I still feel fairly ok. Going to get back on the horse and start from 0 days again...
Reached the Khumbu Icefall today. By monday I should be at Camp 1. Feeling good at the moment - mind is clear, energy is up.
I'm back at Base camp. At the 30 day mark (2 days ago) I was about 2 days without PMO so no point in picking a random challenge as I can't survive even the lowest one (5 days). So today I start again from Base Camp and see how it goes. Brushing some snow off my jacket and using my pickaxe to climb some isht..