College freshman, two months in

For the first two weeks, I did not even think of watching porn, but now, I have had to struggle through it each and every day. I want to reboot. Hardcore. I just have not put the effort in. I feel the effects so much and want to be done with this stuff. At times like this, right after a relapse, I really hate myself and what I have done, and when I feel low, I want more porn. Pray for me, brothers.