I embarked on the nofap journey a couple days ago and would want to continue forever. A few details about me.. I have been doing PMO since the age of 14 without realizing that I had become an addict. I am 28 now. A couple years ago, I stumbled upon the word nofap and got interested. Watched a lot of youtube videos, read a lot of forums and finally realized how great of an addict I was. I thought this is it. I am going to stop masturbating forever now. Little did I know about addiction and its urges. I was extremely high on motivation when I first read about this and so my first streak lasted for around 10 days or more. But, then as it happens with any addict, I relapsed. And then again and then again. My brain welcomed me to the dark world of being an addict. I kept on trying to stop. Months went by and then finally, I thought, enough is enough. Something kicked in the brain and I recently got my longest streak of 44 days. While on the streak, I tried not to even think about sex. I thought I was recovering fast. But, the forums had filled my brain with the superhuman benefits of nofap and I was not seeing even 1% of it. That demotivated me and I relapsed. Again! So, the sequence of relapse started again. Now, I am short of ideas and so, came here. More for support and public accountability than for anything else. I have initialized my PMO counter. I blatantly spurted out my story here to help people going through similar circumstances and also seek help from people on I could have done better and could do better to continue the new nofap journey forever and ever. I do not have much energy left to go back to relapse mode and start over. So, please guys help me out and keep me motivated.