Yeah, this addiction is very destructive to all men. I wanted to relapse a while ago, but immediately thought of the last time where I felt very low and bad after relapsing. Trust me when I say this, but relapsing is just a bunch of lies. Your brain tells you that the feeling you'll get after relapsing will make you feel good, but you only feel good for 5 minutes at most. Afterwards, only anger and frustration linger for 3 days to 4 days. I'm at day 3, almost heading to day 4 in 2 hours, and I still feel the drainage of relapsing. Sorry, but relapsing basically grants you 5 minutes of feeling good and then days of frustration. Plenty of people can back this testimony.