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Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by Halibut, Apr 15, 2019.

  1. Legit1

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    Resetting the counter as I relapsed earlier today. It's all good, I haven't been beating myself up about it like my past times. The stress the last couple days have really been getting to me, which is why I relapsed today.
     
  2. Halibut

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    Congrats DragonHeating! Well done man - keep going
     
  3. Jake n Bake

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    Your DM is closed. DM me.
     
  4. DragonHeating

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    Thanks man!
     
  5. Realquiter

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    So far so good. Tomorrow I will reach 1 week without PM. Can’t wait to get to two weeks.
     
  6. Copying this from another thread:

    Just relapsed. Fuck man. But it was a "good" relapse; as close to good as one can get. It was over in five minutes. No binge. But it was still a relapse.

    There is no growth without failure. My bedtime routine got tacky, I left my phone by my bed - letting me give in easily to the slightest urge and it took it's toll. I'm going to learn. Starting today. I think I should tell someone about this, but I don't know who or how. But this is seriously fucked. I've been, essentially, a sex addict for longer than I've known what sex is.

    But I'll be damned if one day I don't rise out of this pit covered in the bloodied entrails and filth of this mess having conquered myself once and for all. And I will be damned, because if I give up, my entire existence is going down the drain with me. But I'm not going to give up. I promise. Not if it takes 1000 more failures. I will climb out of this pit using a stepladder made of my own rib-cage, as an entirely rebuilt man, if I have to.
     
  7. Try And Undo

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    10 Days and still going! Got another weekend to tackle. Just saved myself from another relapse.

    Currently reading "The Practice of Brahmachariya - Sivananda".

    Have observed more confidence and memory. I could remember random numbers I had read in the newspaper last day lol.
     
  8. Realquiter

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    1 week baburrr lol. I’m happy of this small achievement. I’m really experiencing urges tonight. For the first time since this streak I’m considering looking at porn again. Guess that I’m sort of wondering what new stuff came out . But I won’t give in.
     
  9. Realquiter

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    Relapsed after 8 days. Disappointed in myself. The urge really got stronger today and I gave in. Ready to start again
     
  10. pourover24

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    So sorry it's been so long guys - I've truly been very busy but as always, need to make more of an effort. I did relapse last week, so I have reset to reflect that. Today, and for the next two days, I am home alone - this is a big opportunity for me to get over a challenge I have struggled with before. Already, I've been pretty tempted a few times, but have fought off the urges. I'm going to try not to work myself too hard during this time, as often this can lead to feeling overwhelmed. When I feel overwhelmed or anxious, I can quickly look to escape to porn.
     
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  11. pourover24

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    So lately, anxiety has certainly been pressing down hard on me - and it has led me to disappointing results in this battle. I'm busy with a lot of things right now, and there are some new ventures I am starting on - and really want to be successful on. At the same time, I constantly seem to worry about A) whether I will be successful in said ventures or B) the feeling of starting to get behind when I can't seem to keep up with all the things I want to do.

    Especially when I start to feel like I'm getting behind, I can get so tired of feeling the need to constantly perform and produce. So, in these moments, I just want a really easy and fast way to forget my troubles - and porn is probably the easiest short term way to feel better for me. It's hard to admit this, but true - which is what makes it so hard to quit. I rarely struggle with porn when I'm doing things I love or feel fairly stress-free.

    Just a few thoughts - I don't have any profound way to tie a bow on the above right now.
     
  12. Dan1135

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    Hi guys. Checking in. I relapsed after 8 days hardmode. I feel void and numb but won't give in.
    It's just that i have indulged in pmo for so long to heal my emotional pain and as a reward system that i do not know how to deal with these "issues" yet. And the irritation and frustration is so painful...but i won't give up just yet.

    Give me strength brothers.
     
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  13. Vijay5610

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    I need accountability partner soon
     
  14. Try And Undo

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    I relapsed yesterday (after a streak of 13 days NoFap), however, I don't feel the kind of lethargy and loss of energy like I did every time until now upon orgasm and release of semen.

    This time it was a night, before sleep, I had a lot of unrestrained energy, watched porn, masturbated and released. This morning I still feel very fresh (even more so than yesterday), no drowsiness or anything like that.

    What I feel is that there are two releases, the first is involuntary and instantaneous (which does not involve much physical masturbation) while the second release is voluntary which I have observed to come upon more physical masturbation. And it is the second release which actually takes away a lot of energy away. I had only the first instantaneous release. I don't know if any of you have similar experiences. Kindly explain if this experience matches with any of yours.

    It all started with me picturing my favorite scenes from all the porn videos which I had watched, then the general stimulation, my experiments with autofellatio, actually watching porn and then the release.

    This time I will watch my thoughts, meditate more and will find something to do on weekends and holidays.
     
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  15. Legit1

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    Awesome to hear that you don't feel the negative effects of a relapse. Keep on fighting the good fight!

    Also, I'm here to confess that I relapsed yesterday with porn. I've been telling myself that I need to respect myself and treat myself as best as I can, because this is my body that I'm harming with this addiction, and that if I keep going down that road it'll eventually lead to self-hatred.

    And this whole heat being thrown towards Alexander Rhodes by the porn industry really twisted my thoughts of porn on a whole new level. Those guys out there really want us to keep on fapping in order to become weak men. Now that shit is terrible to hear. I swear, I'm seriously going to buckle down and not watch porn whatsoever. Those guys really trying to destroy someone's life alongside the our community that helps people like us regaining our lives back? The porn industry is twisted for pulling something like that
     
    Last edited: Nov 11, 2019
  16. adez

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    Looking for an AP. Complex and deep conversations or only keeping simple checkups is all fine by me. Prefer european time zoner, but others would not be declined, i am happy about everyone willing to share.
    Text me for whatsapp exchange
     
  17. Realquiter

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    I MOd tonight, that’s bummer but the good side is I didn’t watch any porn. Restarting my counter
     
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  18. Legit1

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    I'm approaching the 2 day mark. Yeah, I realized how the porn industry is really just crap, yesterday. Knowing that they're out there trying to give Nofap and Alexander Rhodes a bad rep? It just left me feeling disgusted at porn on a whole new level. I know I'm just one guy who's done supporting that industry, but that's the way we see change, by one after another leaving that trash to rot.
     
  19. purplebat14

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    I have read the rules and would like to become an AP
     
  20. ready to end

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    I have read the rules and would like to become an ap
     

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