This is something that I catch myself doing quite frequently. Especially in school, I have a tendency to try to compare myself to women, and wish that I had the qualities and abilities that they do, even though I'm a guy. I feel like it's strange that I do that, but I'm just wondering whether it really is or not, or just why I do it in general. And of course, I end up feeling like I fall miserably short of what I should be like, or what I should be able to do, even though I'm obviously not ever going to be able to match up to them because I'm a guy! I'm thinking this may have something to do with my deep-rooted addiction to porn that started pretty early on in my life, before I had really figured things out sexually, and learned a whole lot about the opposite sex. Your thoughts on this would be greatly appreciated!