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Completed 90days today.(Update D-120)

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Darkshied, Apr 25, 2020.

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  1. Apr 30, 2020 #21
    Perashar

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    Can you be a little specific on fetishes?
     
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  2. Apr 30, 2020 #22
    Darkshied

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    Yes ..thank you
     
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  3. Apr 30, 2020 #23
    Darkshied

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    Yes.
    I can feel your words ...thank you
     
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  4. Apr 30, 2020 #24
    Darkshied

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    So i was wathing extreme porn like...incest cuckold...and you know what i was behaving that way...i used to fantasize on my mom about banging her in different positions and letting others bang my future wife.i used to fantasize about any women i like in my favourite sex positions ..i know this sounds disgusting but that is what porn makes you...a disgusting creature...incest had so much effect on my mind that even after 90days..little bit of incestous thoughts still come in my mind ..but i think it will fade after some time...so when you follow NoFap rules properly..ur fetishes would start to vanish ..and thats good for your mental and physical health
     
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  5. Apr 30, 2020 #25
    Perashar

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    Dude believe it or not, m suffering from the same fetishes . M on day 10. Maybe you can help me out?
     
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  6. Apr 30, 2020 #26
    Darkshied

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    How?
     
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  7. May 1, 2020 #27
    Ghoyous

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    I totally recognize this. I have the same. I am not focused on body parts anymore but I overall femine beauty. I like my perspective much better now. It feels as if this is the way it should be.
     
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  8. May 2, 2020 #28
    curawl

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    Hi, Perashar.
    This site has helped me, it might be beneficial also for you: https://howtostopbeingacuckold.com .
     
    curawl, May 2, 2020
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  9. May 2, 2020 #29
    Perashar

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    Is your fetish gone? I mean are you still aroused by your fetish?
     
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  10. May 2, 2020 #30
    curawl

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    I found this site about a week ago and as I read it felt like gold, it looked like I needed this explanation. My conditioning was not exactly fetish mentioned on the site, but would say that from similar group. Is it gone? It's too early to say it definitely, for now I am not getting any urges to satisfy the fetish. What happened after reading some articles from that site (I did not buy any course, reading the site was enough for me) - I began to feel repressed and denied anxiety, helplessness I started to feel rather bad, It seems that some sleeping disorder is around the corner so it is not fun. But I see this as my withdrawal symptoms. As I say, I do not feel any strong urges to satisfy fetish and really do not want to check to what extent I am still attracted to it :).

    Maybe it is important to note: untypical sexual desires developed in me very early, BEFORE I started looking at porn so they were not a consequence of porn use in my case but the other way round. I prefer not to go into details because NSFL.
     
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  11. May 2, 2020 #31
    Perashar

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    Man m not attracted at all I'm repulsive to it since the first day I jacked off to it .Ps I never had any thoughts related to cuckolding till I found out about it . I'm sure it's porn induced just wanna know how long it will take for it to eradicate and is there anything specific I should keep in mind.
     
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  12. May 2, 2020 #32
    PowerfulSRE

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    You are on good path, congratulations and keep going!
     
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  13. May 2, 2020 #33
    Darkshied

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    Thanks
     
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  14. May 25, 2020 #34
    Darkshied

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    Update
    Day -120
    So here is update guys ..
    I am still in FLATLINE.
    My penis is still numb...
    I still dont feel any attraction towards any female (but now i don't fear or hate them as i was doing before starting NoFap)...
    One more positive changes i have noticed is that i am gaining muscles even without doing proper exercise..which is a pleasant surprise for me...because my arms virtually had no muscles when i was PMOing....
    So that's it...
    Hope you too are on right path.............
     
    Darkshied, May 25, 2020
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