Spoiler: This is about a particular fetish and might be triggering to those who have it. I've had this fetish since I was in elementary school, before I knew about sex. Wanted to be eaten by my crush, hot teachers, etc. Wanted to slowly die in their stomachs. Wanted to literally get turned into shit. Why did I want this? What reason could anyone have for wanting this? I still have not the faintest clue. But I never jerked off to straight porn a single time in my life because of this. This was literally the reason I got addicted to porn. It's so fucked up and makes absolutely no sense - feels like a curse. There were times in my life where I actually would have willingly died to act out this fetish IRL, were it possible. Thankfully it is not possible. However, when I discovered the online vore community (porn, art, etc.), a part of myself did in fact die. I wish I had never seen it. If there weren't tens (hundreds?) of thousands of videos for this bizarre fetish, then people like me would never have gotten addicted. And now the technology is so good, the graphics are so realistic, it can be so vivid. Before I quit, I started noticing VR videos popping up... The scars will never go away. Thank God I've finally shut porn out of my life. I know you guys are out there - come forward if you want. Or PM me. God help us, this is some messed up shit.