[Confession] Vore addicts, get in here. If you you don't know, don't click.

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by FellatiousD, Nov 25, 2019.

  1. FellatiousD

    FellatiousD Fapstronaut

    I've had this fetish since I was in elementary school, before I knew about sex. Wanted to be eaten by my crush, hot teachers, etc. Wanted to slowly die in their stomachs. Wanted to literally get turned into shit. Why did I want this? What reason could anyone have for wanting this? I still have not the faintest clue. But I never jerked off to straight porn a single time in my life because of this. This was literally the reason I got addicted to porn. It's so fucked up and makes absolutely no sense - feels like a curse. There were times in my life where I actually would have willingly died to act out this fetish IRL, were it possible. Thankfully it is not possible.

    However, when I discovered the online vore community (porn, art, etc.), a part of myself did in fact die. I wish I had never seen it.

    If there weren't tens (hundreds?) of thousands of videos for this bizarre fetish, then people like me would never have gotten addicted. And now the technology is so good, the graphics are so realistic, it can be so vivid. Before I quit, I started noticing VR videos popping up... The scars will never go away. Thank God I've finally shut porn out of my life. I know you guys are out there - come forward if you want. Or PM me.

    God help us, this is some messed up shit.
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  2. FellatiousD

    FellatiousD Fapstronaut

    Yeah I think it's like this for me too. I might be more submissive because I grew up without a dad in the house. But I'm totally fine with the idea of sex with a woman. This shit is slowly starting to fade. Sadly I don't think I'll ever forget some of the twisted things I saw.
     
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  3. RosesPoses

    RosesPoses Fapstronaut

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    I don't know if this counts as vore or anything like that BUT...
    SPOILER/TRIGGER

    I always since I was 7 or 8 before knowing about sex.. wanted or fantasized about being raped or touched against my will.. It got to the very point that when it did happen in real life... I literally laughed after... I don't understand why but it was like I guess the fact of wanting to be overtaken by someone and forced to be in that position and forced to be submissive.... but it brought about some messed up stuff... I ended up finding porn because of that too and ended up being Sadomasochist and into that... and when I mean into it I mean smacking myself during MO and other things to other people I was dating...

    SPOILER/TRIGGER END

    I guess it turned me on... but I hate the fact that I acted like that and it haunted me for the longest..
    It really messed me up.. like why... why did I want it to happen like that...
     
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  4. FellatiousD

    FellatiousD Fapstronaut

    Yup, I've been in a similar place. It makes it hard to look at yourself in the mirror knowing what you've done.
     
  5. RosesPoses

    RosesPoses Fapstronaut

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    It really does...
     
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  6. FellatiousD

    FellatiousD Fapstronaut

    That being said, I'm starting to like the guy I see now. He has light in his eyes, and it's a really amazing thing to see that person smiling back at you compared to the ragged zombie that he used to be.

    I see you're at a week now, congrats.
     
  7. RosesPoses

    RosesPoses Fapstronaut

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    is it ok if I PM you
     

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