Hi All: I’m coming back to NoFap for guidance since it has helped me a lot in the past. Quick summary, got deep into P and eventually SP. Found NoFap and have been able to abstain from P for a year plus. It has done so much for me and given me so much clarity. In my past I’ve also enjoyed camming for older guys, but stopped since it usually led to M and I was abstaining. Well, I was on a recent work trip and my wife and I got massages. I spent an hour or so in the male only section of the spa prior to the massages and wore a bathing suit. Very zen and relaxing but I couldn’t stop thinking about being naked for all these guys. Before the massage I ended up M’ing in the shower with a finger in my A. We then had the massage and afterwards we were able to go back to the separate areas of the spa. This time I decided to go nude. I went in the hot tub and noticed a man across the room kind of watch me. I then got out of the shower and went to a steam/spray type room which was kind of private. I began enjoying the spray and felt really sexy. Next thing I know I turn around and that guy is in the room with me, watching me. I got turned on and we ended up touching each other down there for maybe 10 seconds and then he left. I can’t stop thinking about it and would love your input/thoughts.