Good morning/afternoon, I've been trying to complete NoFap for over a year now. In fact, I've never been past 4 days without masturbating and over a week without watching porn. I've had strong urges all the time. However, since roughly two weeks ago, I completely stopped getting urges and, funny enough, can't get hard either. Right now I'm sort-of in a stage of my life where I'm still searching for my passions and am slightly depressed from time-to-time. I haven't been the best but I wouldn't say I've been bad. However, one day out of nowhere, I had a huge depressive episode. Halfway through my day, I was filled with anger and sadness with no reasoning behind it and I could not stop it. I still didn't have urges but I was thinking that maybe it is a withdrawal symptom of not masturbating (sometimes known as plateauing I believe). Based on my thinking I decided to masturbate; and it was weird. First of all, it was difficult to get hard, stay hard, and climax. Secondly, I didn't even feel a hint of pleasure at all in doing so. After that, things went back to normal, but I still have no urges whatsoever. In addition, I can't get "fully" hard. Ever since I started NoFap I've had a slight case of POED where I could get hard after some difficulty, but still, the erection would to poor. I've been doing well (ie. working out, eating well, filling my day with productive things). However, I wouldn't say I'm content with my life right now. As I've mentioned before, I don't really have a passion for anything right now, and searching for it is tedious and frustrating. What I want to say is that I've been feeling unmotivated, tired, and lazy ever since I've been experiencing this "plateau". I feel like I'm having low testosterone because of that and the fact that I have no sexual energy. I am wondering what is going on with me. Some of the biggest reasons I want to do NoFap is to get rid of my PIED and increase the amount of non-sexual and sexual energy in myself. However, they have been at what I think is an all-time low. If it helps, I am a pretty healthy 15-year-old male. Any insight is appreciated. Thank you for reading.