Corona support

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by yugowolf1991, May 31, 2020.

  1. yugowolf1991

    yugowolf1991 Fapstronaut

    Hi there guys no matter where you are in the world everyone is being effected by this virus in some way or another.

    I had previously been clean (from M and P i had another issue i was tackling) or almost 2 years an unbelievable time even with a lot of adversity i faced in those 2 years. My worst day on nofap was still better than my best as an addict.

    So corona rocks up and my country (UK) gets put in lockdown towards the end of march. 1st i figure oh well im a stronger person now and took it in my stride. 3 or 4 weeks in i had relapsed via M twice(chaser took hold). The thought hadnt even entered my mind for over a year. And so i got straight back on the horse so to speak had some side effects for a couple of weeks and then felt back to normal.

    However just today i cant explain i just didnt care anymore i was just sick of not having my freedom seeing people doing activities going on dates etc just living life to the full like i never had in my 13 years of addiction. So i relapsed via M twice as before then i just thought fuck it and watched porn not for long and i didnt even enjoy the process it was just a total feeling of not caring anymore as this lockdown is easing slowly but it is not a set thing and it could go on for ages and I'd lost my will.

    Of course im absolutely regretting that now and i need help i know i cant do this on my own while this thing is still going on so im hoping on this thread we can all help each other out.
    Stay strong my friends

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