BornGalaxy
Fapstronaut
Hey everyone..
This is a post in resisting to PMO and restraining myself from this habit. I’m just wondering if it had corrupted my Solar Plexus energy now. To better explain I feel less confident in everything unless I’m with someone that helps me express my feelings or passions. Then I feel some sort of spark.. But in all honesty I have no passions for creativity, I have none for pursuing something and working hard towards it.
It feels like depleted energy and not transmuting any of the energy upwards. I have no feelings of wanting to meet new people. But with work it kind of makes me to even so I feel uncomfortable, my managers had me train some people but they don’t ever last. It makes me think like I wasn't confident enough or I didn’t teach them enough. None the less on my off days On my last day off I start to get interested in projects and stuff..
It’s kind of like a rush and I want to get things done. Then I’m flat lined because of 10 hour days and work. I can’t even get myself to exercise when I get home. I think all in all my Solar Plexus is depleted. Is this a huge sign of it or am I just not realizing that I have inner confidence because of this addiction?
This is a post in resisting to PMO and restraining myself from this habit. I’m just wondering if it had corrupted my Solar Plexus energy now. To better explain I feel less confident in everything unless I’m with someone that helps me express my feelings or passions. Then I feel some sort of spark.. But in all honesty I have no passions for creativity, I have none for pursuing something and working hard towards it.
It feels like depleted energy and not transmuting any of the energy upwards. I have no feelings of wanting to meet new people. But with work it kind of makes me to even so I feel uncomfortable, my managers had me train some people but they don’t ever last. It makes me think like I wasn't confident enough or I didn’t teach them enough. None the less on my off days On my last day off I start to get interested in projects and stuff..
It’s kind of like a rush and I want to get things done. Then I’m flat lined because of 10 hour days and work. I can’t even get myself to exercise when I get home. I think all in all my Solar Plexus is depleted. Is this a huge sign of it or am I just not realizing that I have inner confidence because of this addiction?