So I started fapping before I could gather the courage to approach chicks, but its like the fapping overtook that. I fapped first at 15 and 11 years later I still put the lotion in motion...last time was 2 days ago. So could all the fapping have caused me to develop this weird fear of getting into a relationship or is it because I get this panic attacks and sweat all over esp my hands and feet ot could it be the fact that I weigh 200lbs at 5' 11'' at 26? I kinda also have this fear of getting in a relationship and failing miserably when it comes to sex....yep, im still a virgin. Some girl we used to flirt got wind of that and offered to "help", but I never took up the offer cause she's been around many guys plus my folks loathe her. She is pretty and all, but she's been passed around. Oh yeah, my eyesight is also gettin weaker by the day (though it doesnt affect me much), I get tired very easily, I have become such a big cry baby and I boil with rage sometimes. Maybe its all the fapping. I have never admitted this, but Im clueless when it comes to approaching chicks...do you like pick her amongst the many girls and be like "I choose thee to love and wed blablabla" And how do I detox from all the fapping? I cant sleep without either fapping or thinking of doing it. I cant stay nude without thinking of pulling one out. N thn there is the P...it felt like this yummy topping to the fap pizza...I need help guys...Do I need to get addiction counselling??