Today I was going on street .. i saw a picture banner on road .. picture of women (not girl)... wearing full cloth (not vulger ).... now I am craving to look at her face again.... that street is far away from my home ... i am just dying to look at that photo... and thinking about it ..only
It happened to me too. It's weird and I do not know how to explain it correctly. I even wondered if thinking about it was in some sense renewing old paths, but it's rather normal although it may not happen to everyone.
Try to give that urge some use. Like for example do excercises, push ups or if you have a health condition that doesn't allow you to then try to read something or cook or meditate. I know it sounds hard but try . If not just close your eyes for a moment and remember the reason why you chose to live this lifestyle.
In your profile it says 27yo!!. Anyways ..my point is..you ain't a little kid anymore..why are you obsessed with women like woww!.
Well that's fine, but then why aren't you dating women to find the right one to marry? Frequent contact with real women will put that poster into perspective as completely irrelevant.
Yeah it is also sin ( thats one of my reasons for quitting ). but sex befire marriage is one of the biggest sin in islam...
