Hey, new to this so I'll briefly explain. First off I do have a counselor that I will be discussing this with but I'm trying to do nofap so I thought I'd post I'd. 28 virgin, social anxiety never asked a girl out, been watching porn for a decade at least. (Once a day fandom, cuckold, hentai, you name it) Got into a girl who seemed to reciprocate but then things went sour. (Never dated though) Recently saw creepshots, started taking some of her from behind would delete right afterward but then later when masterbating would recover with a photo recovery tool. Had been five days nofap but today saw her and against my better judgement took some pics, thought I had deleted them all but two remained. Well I finally deleted the other two but no I'm restarting. Feel like shit when I do it and when I use the pictures later on but it's like somehow I feel addicted and more aroused.