Hey everyone. This is a problem that recently started out for me. I've recently had a thing "fetish" for Asian cross dresser's and I feel like complete crap. Lately I haven't had luck with any woman and my life is in the gutter I believe. I'm starting to think now that Porn has just completely re-wired me. I still love Woman and want to be with one, but my faith and hope are very low at this point. Over the past few months I've lost contact with some of my close "Woman" friends. One actually deleted her facebook. I don't know if it was because of me or just life reasons? But I commented on her update one day and the next day it was gone. I'm not really sure what to think of my life now. I pray allot and I feel as if I deserve a fun easy going relationship to this day. I listen to subliminal's and twin flame manifestation videos. Maybe that's not enough? All I know is my game and confidence for woman is very low. Any tips or suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thanks Nofap.