Cross dresser? I feel like crap..

zerg209 said:
Even to this day I'm still chatting with them and trying to meet up. It's an impulsive behaviour...
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if its escorts, i beg you noot to do it, you will hate yourself later and regret.
if its just people you wanna hookup with, so just make up your mind already.
 
InnerFaith said:
if its escorts, i beg you noot to do it, you will hate yourself later and regret.
if its just people you wanna hookup with, so just make up your mind already.
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im not gonna do escorts again. Sure you can say i ought to make my mind up. But thats the whole reason im here. When ts offer to meet me i feel hugely tempted, but wanna stop all the same.
 
yeh bro i too have done all kinds of dirty things and i wanna come out of and when i do and when the urge comes sure it will fog my mind and tempt me like hell it was terrible the tempt the urge like its only because we have done it all these days our brain gets addicted these are all works of dopamine sure its hard to get out
but just remember y u started and believe in yourself!just think of the past and dont do that mistake again Be Brave.
 
I have to admit a big trigger is Facebook, as i have a lot of random Ts friends on there that i chat to, i just can't stop myself at the moment. I have my friends private so no one else will see.

I have at times then deleted them from my list and just used FB responsibly. But after a couple weeks of nofap i end up doing it all over again, because the horny feeling just get overwhelming.

Last year i was on 3 months NoFap or anything. I then made friends with a Thai ladyboy on Fb and it all went down hill from there.
 
if you can make a real relationship out of it, i think you should try and date a trans woman because you have desire.
what is wrong about true love ?

if its webcam friend, forget about it i would say.
 
InnerFaith said:
if you can make a real relationship out of it, i think you should try and date a trans woman because you have desire.
what is wrong about true love ?

if its webcam friend, forget about it i would say.
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Well im getting very close to giving in and finding a Ts gf. But i just feel like i wiah i was just into women, so keep resiating.
 
I've basically got three options:

- Somehow overcome my deep desire and fetish for trans women and just go for a woman.

- continue having sex with them secretly

- stop being harsh on myself about it, stop worrying, be open and possibly find a trans gf. Somehow i can't allow myself to do this
 
InnerFaith said:
why dont you try and date her without jumping right to the bed? and then see how you realy feel about it.
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it's a possibility, but there's also the worry of people finding out, which may just be my imagination but still. Where do you stand in this, would you be open to a relationship with a trans?
 
zerg209 said:
it's a possibility, but there's also the worry of people finding out, which may just be my imagination but still. Where do you stand in this, would you be open to a relationship with a trans?
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think about it from another prespective:
why are you not busy talk and meeting up with real women?
why are you busy with trans women?
if you are focused on transwomen, maybe your heart is there too?

if i met a trasnperson who would rock my heart and not just my private.. i would date with her, because i recive from it the love that i need. but i would probably get to know her for a while before i develop it, to see how mentaly stable she is
 
InnerFaith said:
think about it from another prespective:
why are you not busy talk and meeting up with real women?
why are you busy with trans women?
if you are focused on transwomen, maybe your heart is there too?

if i met a trasnperson who would rock my heart and not just my private.. i would date with her, because i recive from it the love that i need. but i would probably get to know her for a while before i develop it, to see how mentaly stable she is
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i do talk with women as well and have had some interested in me, albeit from abroad.

Although the thing is i often feel more attraction trans. Like if i see a hot woman and a hot trans woman, usually I'll feel 10x more aroused by the trans.

So what i'm getting at is sometimes i worry that even if i find a woman, my desire for ts will still be there, as it's that intense.

If i don't get over this, i may have to just give up and find a ts partner. If anyone questions ill just have to say this is what i like and i can't help it. Will see how the year goes.
 
can being addicted to this change your fantasy arousal ? Like what i mean is when you think about it in your head and you get aroused ? Like this is happening to me at the moment and it had never happened to me before. Am i becoming a sex addict?
 
19m said:
can being addicted to this change your fantasy arousal ? Like what i mean is when you think about it in your head and you get aroused ? Like this is happening to me at the moment and it had never happened to me before. Am i becoming a sex addict?
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it can definately change your internal fantasies because those are partially influenced by what experiences you have - including PMO - this site is very helpful:

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/ybo...d-the-brain/are-sexual-tastes-immutable-2012/
 
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