Crossing the green desert

Hello everyone, I posted something on my personal Facebook earlier this night and thought I should share it's reflexion with you as well. Here's what I wrote :

''I'm crossing the green desert, looking for an old acquintance. I've been on this quest for almost 2 weeks and it might take days. It might take weeks. It might take months or even years but I'm determined to find him again. For so many years I've been searching for you ...but I was looking in the wrong places. Now I know where you are, wait for me... we're going home.

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By ''old acquintance'', I'm referring to my real self, who I used to be before knowing Porn. And while on NoFap, I feel as if I was crossing a desert, looking for myself. I got all this reflexion from listening to Tangerine Dream's album ''The Green Desert'' and I was wondering, do any of you feel the same towards NoFap?

It's almost like a spiritual journey, I'm in search of answers and in the desert, I intend to find them.

I'm scared, I'm afraid of the unknown, of all I might find, of not finding anything but this is my ultimate quest. I shall find the answer I seek or spend the rest of my days looking for them.

There is no turning back, after entering the green desert.