Daily Check-In Thread: how do you feel today?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by lif3, May 15, 2019.

  1. lif3

    lif3 Fapstronaut

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    Not sure if this type of thread already exists.

    Just check in a day of your journey when you feel like sharing something or feel a positive/negative benefit.

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    Me,

    Day 70.

    Feel absolutely shit.
    No urge to pmo.
    Motivation and drive has fallen.
    Libido dead.
    No drive for social interaction.
    No drive to be productive.
    Not triggered anymore by previous pmo triggers. But also, not attracted anymore by women.

    This is the longest I've gone on nofap.
     
  2. Awedouble

    Awedouble Fapstronaut

    Damn good. I am on this potential high - what that is is this sense that anything is possible in life/existence, has nothing to do with me and mine or any kind of motivation, but it's just cool AF and will keep my eyeballs wide open when there's nothing special to see, but I do feel a lot of energy and it may keep me awake when I feel this way.

    I want to point out this is not positivity really, as I said it doesn't really help me for anything practical, but it's cooler than any show I can think of and yet there's no story and no obvious excitement. I could be very unproductive in this state but I wouldn't care. Plenty of people can have more success in life in whatever department and not have this.

    Edit: I can feel the middle of my brain. It's a little trippy.
     
  3. lif3

    lif3 Fapstronaut

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    Maybe you have high blood pressure. Jk

    What day are you on?
     
  4. Awedouble

    Awedouble Fapstronaut

    The counter is accurate, but in the past I've had as long as 6 months. I do think other stuff you do matters though, my guess is nofap along with the self development and ways you work on your mind clicks, either alone you may not get the same thing. And my libido is admittedly not haunting me like I did when I was younger. (40s now)

    Isn't it a little odd we tend to refer to just which day? I mean even when you're in chat people ask 3 things, ASL - and that's really not enough..
     

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