Daily dose of motivation.

I know most people on this forum have been dealing with real shit. You can beat the shit out of a bad person who is standing in front of you to the point where he doesn't pass out, but what can you do when that same person is a voice in your head? Let's talk about this a little. I would say, if you want to be an addict, choose anything but porn. ( not literally haha). Be an addict of good habits.
What I have noticed in my journey (not complete) is that your addiction is a motherfucker hiding inside your head, waiting for an opportunity to fuck you up. It puts you on the wrong path. It wants to you become the wrong person. In our case, everyone must look at themselves as 2 individuals, one is the higher self and the other is the addict. The higher self is the true person you are. It is the person you aspire to be, it is the best version of yourself, filled with love, sentiments, sympathy. The other is the addict. The person who wants you to fuck up. The person filled with lust, jealousy, frustration. It will get off to anything. Gangbang, squirting, double penetration, BDSM, cuckold, Femdom, name it and it gets the addict racing for that pleasure.
You guys get this feeling where your heart just doesn't feel alright with the things in your mind? You just feel like its wrong. Im a phase where I am getting aroused to some messed up shit, but my heart doesn't feel good about it. Something inside me just says its killing me. I believe this voice that I hear, this little ray of positivity is what we should be listening to. I mean if we were this person who wants shit like femdom and cuckold in our lives, we wouldn't be trying so hard to get out of it right? Please don't give up, it wont happen in one day but it will happen one day.

 

well said my friend. i got to say i like your idea of looking at yourself as 2 people its a good way to looking at your addiction in 3rd person. im at a point in my life where i cant go back at all its life or death its taken too many emotions away from me. my GF says i also look angry truth is im always frustrated. frustrated that my porn addiction has brought me to this place in my life. well this year im done with it . continue fighting the good fight my brother