Today i will not use porn because i made a promise to myself that 'I am going to improve and bring change to myself'. And i love myself and i respect myself. I can't stop caring about myself. If i want me to succeed and do well in life, then this is the first step to take! To do good, i have to get rid of the bad. I have hurt and degraded myself soo much that i feel pity for myself. This temporary pleasure giving entity called PMO has made me loathe myself! I don't deserve to be hated. I am good and I can do good and i deserve to be loved! I can't drift back to that abyss which makes everyone hate me(including myself) just because i couldn't resist half second of relaxation. That half second of relaxation comes and takes everything good away from my life for days to come! I almost become and animal who has no control over his desires! So no! I have had enough! I have decided to move forward! No more of this bullshit for me! I want to achieve real success and happiness in life!