Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today I'll not PMO because my brain is feeling sensitive and I don't want to just give in

 

Today will not use porn because it makes me a worse human being.

 

Tonight I will not use porn because choosing freedom offers love and intimacy.

 

Today I will not use porn because i'm happy without it

 

Today I will not use porn because

I love myself too much
I love my life too much to risk it
I love my gf too much to hurt her
I love my gf's daughter too much to risk my entire relationship with her mother
I love my job too much and if I keep following this path of P then it'll surely consume me to the point where i'll lose it
I love my house too much and if I keep following this path of P I'll eventually lose it
I don't want to pay for sex which I'll end up doing if I keep following P
I don't want to catch a disease which I"ll end up doing if I keep following P
I don't want to hurt my family
I don't want my friends to find out
I don't want my family to find out
I don't want to risk my life because I could eventually get to such a dark place that I would consider ending it
I don't want to waste any more time on it
I want to enjoy my life more instead
I want to be free of this burden
I want my relationship to have a deeper meaning
I don't want to lie to anyone
I want P to end in my life
I don't want to keep training myself to use it to escape things
I've sacrificed too much to throw it all away
I've worked too hard to throw it all away
I've spent way to much money on it already
I enjoy myself and my life so much more when I'm free of it
I love how I feel in the morning knowing that I didnt look at it last night
I love my life when I don't look at it
I love being free of it and how I feel when I'm clean for any amount of time
I'd rather spend my time on this site helping people when I can
I'd rather change my life for the better
I'd rather enjoy what life has to offer that is real vs something that is fake
I know I don't really want it
I know it's my brain lying to me
I know once it's over I'll have zero interest in it and I'll even question why i"m interested in it at all
I know I'll have deep regrets if I do
I know I'll feel like crap if I do
I know the urge is only temporary
I know the urge is fake
I know its just a chemical reaction
I know its a drug addiction
I know it's not real
I know there's no real connection
I know it's a dirty filthy industry
I know the people on the camera are only interested in stealing my money
I know it's not what I really want
I know I'll be happier if I do not indulge
I know I'll grow stronger but not looking at it
I know I'll be a better person if I don't look at it
I know it's not real
I know it's all fake
I know it's an industry built on ripping people off
I know it's soul sucking
I know by looking at it I'm supporting the filthiest of people who are doing the most harm to other people
I know by looking at it I'm supporting human trafficing
I know the person on camera probably has had a really hard life and likely doesn't really want to be doing this
I know I'm better than this
I know I"m stronger than this
I know i KICK ASS at not looking at it
I KNOW THAT I AM AWESOME!!!!!!

 

Today I will not use porn because i just don't want to escape my life, but live it to the fullest

 

Today I will not PMO because whats the fckn point of that? I will have a great life but with piece of shit my life is only bad.

 

Today I will not use porn because I know I am capable of great things and shame gets in the way of the fullest expression of my life

 

Today I will not use porn because I like not feeling obsessed about something.

 

Today I will not use porn because I love my boyfriend and I want to reserve all of my energy for him

 

Today I will not use porn because EVERY single fucking time I relapsed all I had in return was suffering.Never again.

 

I will not use porn because i want to become the best version of myself and max out all of my attributes.

 

Today I will not use porn because I don't want to make myself sicker.

 

Today I will not use porn or masturbate because life is so much better without it and its fog!!

 

good luck!

 

Today I will not use porn because I want to use that energy for the relationships with people in my life and for other worthwhile pursuits

 

Today I will not use porn because it's fake and can get you into disgusting stuff.

 

I will not PMO today because I am prepared for urges, I know exactly what I need to do when they come.

 

today no pmo, because i relapsed today, and i gotta learn from my relapses. Getting serious and practical in mind & life. Going to keep it real with myself! Pmo brought me some short term excitement and relief, but i know it won't help my build a good life. I gotta do that, and not rely on pmo as an escape from pain or boredom, stress... whatever. I gotta go through that, i gotta get real with life!!

 

Today I will not use porn because I value Christ sacrifice for me.