Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today I will not use porn (TIWNUP)

because I love myself too much
because I love my gf too much
because I'm better than this
because I'm stronger than this
because I don't need to
because I know it's fake
because I know its a chemical reaction
because I want a better life
because I demand a better life
because I have come too far and been thru too much to throw it all away
because I want to start new healthier habits
because I know this is a habit that needs to change
because I love life too much
because it's fake
because its my brain lying to me
because its not healthy
because its a part of me that I demand to change
because its gone on for far too long
because I've wasted so much time and money on it
because I've put my life at risk using it
because my future self will suffer immensely if I don't end it now
because I'll lose all that I have if I don't stop immediately
because I'll lose my family if I continue
because I'll never have another moment with my daughter if I continue
because I'll lose my relationship
because I'll lose the woman I love
because it hurts her immensely
because it's not fair to her
because it's not fair to me
because it's a sick industry which fosters on human suffering
because it promotes human trafficking
because so many people addicted to it
because I'm accountable to my groups
because I have to stop or else I'll eventually take my own life
because I must stop now
because I cannot live like like this any longer
because I don't want to return to the dark recesses of my brain when I get so depressed I start thinking about suicide
because I'm worth more than that
because I'm growing towards a new me
because I am strong enough to not use it
because I'm happier when I don't use it
because I don't need it nor want it and any part of me that does in incorrect
because I hate how I feel after a slip
because it's not normal to have these sick desires
because of a million other reasons
because I need to go to bed
 
Today I will not use porn because the false sense of happiness I get from it is destroying my mind and its reward system, and I want to make sure that I heal it.
 
Today I will not PMO because there are simply much better things in life! Why would you want to watch a guy having sex with a woman? It's not real besides you could be that guy having sex! PMO is only negative, there are much better positive things. Fuck PMO and all the urges! Yes, fuck you!
 
Today i will not use porn because it has caused unbelievably amount of misery in my life. From underperforming in exams due to extremely cloudy brain, to ridiculous social anxiety that has ruined majority of my social interactions and made me very depressed, to wasting unimaginable amounts of time everyday watching porn and masturbating.
PMO is truly cancerous for my life and i will truly be better without it.
 
Today I will not watch porn.
Yesterday I was silly and wound up going on a binge and waking up late, I can't do that shit anymore. I don't want to be binging and watching it in excess I want to learn to control it. I'm not gonna be dependent on porn because I want to change and I want to be a better person
 
Today, right now, I will not use porn because I'm alone and I want to and this is the precise situation in which I normally watch it. Instead I want to change my life for the better. I want to be free of this affliction so I am posting here instead.

I'm reaching out thru the world to all of you to connect with you in some small way because all of you can relate to exactly where I am. I know if I put my hand out, you'd take it and help me if I needed as I would for you. We're all in this together, we're brothers and sisters and moms and dads and friend and famliy all together.

Along with posting here I did a few affirmations that changed my state for the better. That along with this posting and the responses I get fuel me to go forward living the life I want to live being the man I want to be, NO , the man that I AM , that stands before you.

I love all of you even though we never met. Thank you all for being here for me, for us, for each other!! Together we succeed!
 
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